Giving up. Don't you want to give up everytime? Seeing the person you like with another one? Knowing that he/she likes another person and not you? The pain you feel. It's really hard to go on with you knowing that he/she likes another person. Suddenly, the next moment you realized that you have already gave up on him/her. The worst thing about giving up is while you're progressing in terms of giving up, you see that special he/she. It happens every time doesn't it? What I know is I have just gave up the special someone in my life after 3 years cause I know I have to move on and accept someone new in my life. With this guys I leave you with one question, would you give up the one you love?

Lets talk about the topic love. What is love? Is it all about being happy? Or are most of us sad that we can't get the one we love? Do you feel like a bullet just went through your heart when you see the one that means a lot to you with another person who is a different gender talking and having fun while you just sit at a corner looking at the one you love? Most of us would ask ourselves why are we so in love with this person. But we just can't answer it because you know he's the one that is just for you. The perfect one for you. The reason you wake up everyday. The reason you still live. Having to endure so much pain just for his love really just want you to give up on him and move on. But you can't move on because you know it's stupid. The long time you waited, the tears you spurted, the heartache you suffered all for that one special person. Wouldn't it be stupid to just move on? We know our hearts can no longer take the pain but we still bear with it. Am I not wrong to this?

Do you know how it feels getting ignored by the one you love? Do you ever feel like breaking down when you know that you just don't belong here? Seeing him/her with the one he/she love? Do you ever feel like just locking yourself up in the room screaming your head off with the radio on like there's no one who can hear you? Have you ever felt your heart tense so much whenever you see the special him/her? Just hearing their voice makes you happy but they just don't know and ignores you. The eye contact that you two make break by him looking at some other guy/girl. Just seeing that person brightens up your day but to that person you are just someone who is an obstruction in their life. The one who stops them from doing what they want. Have you ever felt that whenever he/she ignores you you are just some disturbance in their life? Doesn't this break your heart? But you can't let go because you really love that person too much that if you let go is like you slowly dying and giving up. And all you ever wonder is what am I suppose to do?

All these quotes you see about love. All those about no being able to get the one you love? Don't you really hate them? Even though they are true? You're always the person that is not perfect for them. You're always just a friend to them. The casual friend who he/she talks to once in a while. The one he/she could rely. The one who he/she can talk nonsense to. The one who is never good enough. The one who sits just nearby watching him/her with another guy/girl. Not being able to be with the one you love. Doesn't it hurt? That hurt that wants you to move on but has that mentality that wants you to just stay and wait. Even though it means getting hurt over and over again. Until you reach the stage where hurt is no longer something that can be felt after being knock down so many times. After being hurt so many times doesn't that make you lose hope for love? Especially the one you love?

What is friendship? Well basically is when two people who have never met before and become acquaintances and so on. To me, friendship isn't anything that can be thrown away easily. I cherish all my friendship I have with all my friends especially the ones close to me. Well most of you would want to know what I would usually do we those close to me well.....there's this friend of mine we would talk almost every night well by messaging of course. When one of us don't start the text, we would feel something is wrong and would ask the other party. So usually our conversation will last about afternoon till night on weekdays and morning till night on weekends. Well we usually talk mostly about boys (obviously we are girls!), dating, love,sadness and also to vent out our anger. You all may think how can our conversation last so long but all I can say is I don't really know it's just so interesting and it's keeps us going onnnn. Friendship also teach us to calm, and helpful towards another when one is sad,angry or enjoyous So tell me guys what is friendship to you?

Have you ever had the feeling of being in love? Well being in love isn't as good as you think. I'm 16 and I have not found my true love or have I? I have been having a crush on this guy who's three years older than me. Well apprently my undying love for him has lasted for 3 years. Can u imagine? 3 WHOLE YEARS! I know by then. Some of you might have already gave up or lost hope in love. Well, in order to not give up, I kept stalking him which wasn't good. Well somehow I know that he has a crush on someone. Upon knowing that, that nasty feeling of hurt,jealousy and heartbroken comes upon and all you want to do is just give up right? Well I can't. We meet up a couple of times though but I just can't express my feelings towards him especially when it's your bestfriend's bestfriend. Yes, I came to know him through my bestfriend who once had a crush on him too. Whenever I see him I feel like a whole different person and he is the one who lights up my world. The reason why my undying love for him did not subside is because whenever I want to give up on him, we will meet by coincidence! Well is this a sign I shouldn't give up on him? Well I don't know.... But this feeling in me has turn into a permanent feeling and I really pray that somehow I can really get to know him more and maybe go out a couple of times together.